It was as it always will be
You were there
Standing beside me
It wasn't as I wanted it to be
My eyes were closed
And yours were too
Yet you could see
While I was blind
My ears were open
And yours were too
You were deaf to the world
And I heard the screams
You held my hand
And I kissed you
It was me that held you
Close and closer to me
It was my words
That you looked upon
And that you feared
The words that you loved
The words that showed me
Deep down inside
The truth of my soul
What I dreamed of
What was in my hands
What I threw away
Because it was not me
It just was not me
Not my nature
Not who I truly was
When it happens again
We can look back and laugh
It has been way too long
Since something has gone wrong
I look at each coming day
Fear wracking me
Not letting me sleep and more
It flew by with a blur
It just wasn't me
Just wasn't me to be with you
Or maybe it was
Just not at this time
Oh well, not much I can do
Besides what I have already done
And that which I have yet to do
It will all be fine
These words will not fall down
They will not be weak
I am here
I am in my own world
World of pain, darkness, and greed
I will fix that soon
Light will shine
It will break through
To the side I need
The side where dreams can be true
And those dreams I hold so dear
The dreams that are so true
The dreams I have shown
These are the dreams I need.

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